Public Apology To Aza Hartini

To Miss A,
Thank you for always taking care
Of the airhead that is me
You dont have to
But you always do

Thank you

I said something that might hurt you just now
Im sorry

After the emotion subsides
And logics started to crept back
I have to admit
That I am ashamed of myself

For now I realise
The emotional outburst
Had always come because of me
The way I behave
The way I always think that everything will be sort out for me
For my sometimes insensitivesness
The way I am always reckless
Irresponsible

Therefore I am sorry
For words I might hurt you

What have I done to deserve you?
Im sorry
Forgive me.

I know I always say this
But I will try to become a diffrent person
Someone who is more responsible

Please dont stop caring
Coz I need you
And I do look up to you

You're always the stronger ones between us

And because i am a coward, i mintak maap kat sinik jer
Tak berani mintak maap depan-depan.