Ouch

how do you feel?

when all your friends kept telling you how understanding you are.
How they can tell you everything thats been going on if they life, what that they did and they know somehow you will understand them, and you will.

But then again the person that you care the most, the one yang you paling sayang siang malam nak tahu dia buat apa je, bila ada problem he ran away from you? maybe you tried to give them space,ignoring the fact that they dont even bother answering your call or your text for a few days dah but bila kawan dia ajak lepak bole jer dia angkat call, infact, dia yang call. how do you feel?

It hurts doesnt it?

so forgive me for telling him not to bother calling me ever again

Maybe he do have some problem,maybe im the silly one who thinks to much. If i am, tell me why he doesnt bother to give any explanation till now?

*tiba-tiba terdengar satu suara dtg dr mana ntah* sebab kau tutup phone kau satu hari!

K,fine. maybe i did. But I bet, krg bukak pun xder apa2-apa pun.

After i sent those text, i pretend not to care. Macam biasalah, bila these things happen mula la suara karl mcm yoda tue keluar dkt kepala and dengar la dia bagi semua quote-quote dia (where is that boy btw?). Dengarla dia ckp "dont hold your life for someone, Done make someone a priority..bla bla bla.." byk sgt la karl.

Anyways sekejap jer la ok. keluar semua women power, the I-dont-need-a-man attitude. But then bila tak samapai setangah jam..i have these feelings..i kinda miss him. a little. Maybe i reacted too harshly, too soon

But then again, a smart women leave before he is being left kan?

Plus im tired being a rag doll.
oh god
Malas la nak fikir.
whatever that will happen is going to happen<----ini karl yang cakap jugak.