When I'm running

I'll turn the music extra loud
So it'll drown out
The voices that's telling me
You're gone

Shut up voices
You pained this heart
It can bears no more

I'll just keep my head down
Looking at these treks
Right underneath me

Concetrating in putting
One feet foward
At a time
Im afraid
To look up

I'm still hoping
He'll be waiting
At the end
Of the road

I always end up
Dissapointed

I'll just work these legs
Extra hard
They screams in protest
But the pain
Makes me forget about the pain
somewhere else

Maybe just a little.
.............................

I missed him
I MISS YOU